Worthy: Finding Yourself in a World Expecting Someone Else

By Melanie Springer Mock
Harrison, VA: Herald Press, 2018
Paperback, 271 pages

Reviewed by Virginia Ramey Mollenkot, Ph.D.

Because Melanie’s Mennonites and my Plymouth Brethren had so many attitudes in common, my reading Worthy was like the fabled trip down memory lane, except that my family of birth has always considered me worthy—worthy of hell, heading there and taking others with me, as my brother Bob warned my 13-year-old son. (I got the first acknowledgement that Bob loved me from his deathbed last month, after 86 years of his proclaiming me sinful and heretical. Apparently miracles can still happen!)

Melanie Mock starts Worthy with the observation that all of us are “swimming in a stew of expectations.” Therefore we may well wonder how we can relax and be ourselves in a world “expecting someone else entirely” (p. 31). She gives dozens of illustrations from her own experiences of how she was taught she was not good enough just as she was: not dramatic enough to create an acceptable “Big Jesus” conversion story; not thin enough as a child; not willing to settle for androcentric images of God; not married soon enough; not self-sacrificing enough as a mother; not satisfied with gender-stereotyped roles; not “feminine” enough, perhaps even in the wrong body; and unwilling to call herself “blessed” if that condemns others to seem less worthy than she. “The truth is, most of us walk through life burdened by our sense that we are not worthy, and that is something that needs to change about ourselves before we will be loved and accepted” (p. 235).

But once we have learned what makes human beings worthy in the first place, we learn that it is impossible for anyone to be unworthy. Why? Because we are all made in God’s image, so that every last person is “a beautiful, wonderful image-bearer of the divine” (p. 252). All we need is to become “exactly who God created us to be.”

Dr. Mock brings to the conscious mental level the many “Christian” expectations that are dreadfully powerful as long as they remain unconscious. I think of Billy Graham’s wife, who talked freely to her biographer about how Billy had thrust aside her calling as a missionary in favor of his desire to marry her (“Did God cause us to fall in love?” “Yes.” So the only word you will need from now on is yes”). Yet Mrs. Graham was shocked and angry when she saw her own remarks in print and consciously felt their impact.

In that sense, Melanie Mock has given her readers a psychology course that liberates us by forcing us to look beneath the surface of our expectations for ourselves. She teaches us how to “interrogate the Bible” (p. 222) and how to “stop, be quiet, and affirm the stories of others through active listening” (p. 229).

By reminding us that we are loving and beloved, a supportive community can teach us that, indeed, we are all equally worthy and could not be otherwise. Thanks to my friend Melanie for a worthy book about our individual and communal worthiness!


© 2018 by Christian Feminism Today

Virginia Ramey Mollenkott
Virginia Ramey Mollenkott (1932-2020) is the author or co-author of 13 books, including several on women and religion. She is a winner of the Lambda Literary Award (in 2002) and has published numerous essays on literary topics in various scholarly journals. In 1975, she spoke at the first national gathering of the Evangelical Women’s Caucus in Washington, D.C., and delivered plenary speeches at almost every gathering of the organization over the next 40 years. She has lectured widely on lesbian, gay, and bisexual rights and has also been active in the transgender cause. Mollenkott was married to Judith Suzannah Tilton until her death in 2018, and has one son and three granddaughters. She earned her B.A. from Bob Jones University, her M.A. from Temple University, and her Ph.D. from New York University. She received a Lifetime Achievement award from SAGE, Senior Action in a Gay Environment, a direct-service and advocacy group for seniors in New York City in 1999. In 2017 she was awarded the inaugural Mother Eagle Award. Even in her late 80s, Virginia Ramey Mollenkott continued to use her doctorate in English to share insights with folks who visit the EEWC and Mollenkott websites, and with elderly people in the Cedar Creek Community educational programs. She deeply regretted that her severe arthritis forbade her presence at the social justice protests during the Trump presidency.


  1. Thank you for this review, Virginia–and thanks to Melanie for writing the book! I marvel that she can do this while teaching in college full time.

    As a fellow Mennonite, I have to say that I never experienced the sense of being unworthy in the ways mentioned in the review. I did have self-doubt through fear of public speaking because of a lifelong stutter, but mostly I just kept talking till people got used to it.

    However, I recognize how easily a feeling of unworthiness can happen in conservative church contexts where judgementalism becomes the constant temptation. Cheers to both of you for so well overcoming and contributing so much to so many other lives!


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