By Melanie Springer Mock
Harrison, VA: Herald Press, 2018
Paperback, 271 pages
Reviewed by Virginia Ramey Mollenkot, Ph.D.
Because Melanie’s Mennonites and my Plymouth Brethren had so many attitudes in common, my reading Worthy was like the fabled trip down memory lane, except that my family of birth has always considered me worthy—worthy of hell, heading there and taking others with me, as my brother Bob warned my 13-year-old son. (I got the first acknowledgement that Bob loved me from his deathbed last month, after 86 years of his proclaiming me sinful and heretical. Apparently miracles can still happen!)
Melanie Mock starts Worthy with the observation that all of us are “swimming in a stew of expectations.” Therefore we may well wonder how we can relax and be ourselves in a world “expecting someone else entirely” (p. 31). She gives dozens of illustrations from her own experiences of how she was taught she was not good enough just as she was: not dramatic enough to create an acceptable “Big Jesus” conversion story; not thin enough as a child; not willing to settle for androcentric images of God; not married soon enough; not self-sacrificing enough as a mother; not satisfied with gender-stereotyped roles; not “feminine” enough, perhaps even in the wrong body; and unwilling to call herself “blessed” if that condemns others to seem less worthy than she. “The truth is, most of us walk through life burdened by our sense that we are not worthy, and that is something that needs to change about ourselves before we will be loved and accepted” (p. 235).
But once we have learned what makes human beings worthy in the first place, we learn that it is impossible for anyone to be unworthy. Why? Because we are all made in God’s image, so that every last person is “a beautiful, wonderful image-bearer of the divine” (p. 252). All we need is to become “exactly who God created us to be.”
Dr. Mock brings to the conscious mental level the many “Christian” expectations that are dreadfully powerful as long as they remain unconscious. I think of Billy Graham’s wife, who talked freely to her biographer about how Billy had thrust aside her calling as a missionary in favor of his desire to marry her (“Did God cause us to fall in love?” “Yes.” So the only word you will need from now on is yes”). Yet Mrs. Graham was shocked and angry when she saw her own remarks in print and consciously felt their impact.
In that sense, Melanie Mock has given her readers a psychology course that liberates us by forcing us to look beneath the surface of our expectations for ourselves. She teaches us how to “interrogate the Bible” (p. 222) and how to “stop, be quiet, and affirm the stories of others through active listening” (p. 229).
By reminding us that we are loving and beloved, a supportive community can teach us that, indeed, we are all equally worthy and could not be otherwise. Thanks to my friend Melanie for a worthy book about our individual and communal worthiness!
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